pardon

oh! my lover
veins are bleeding
pain and sorrow
where I dump it
I have lost my pen
oh! even to write it down
hear the cry of womb?
oh! where is my pen?
gives birth to a word
oh! God
give it back...please
my body is freezing
oh! my children
you are the sons of pain
and loneliness
pardon your mother
your last brother died
and me being dead
pardon... pardon...